Be cautious of evil.
Once you’re aware of the difference between good and evil your automatic desire is to master both. This is how I created you, but remember the ability to enact positive effects in the supernatural is only available in accordance with My leadership. What you’re feeling is a war that rages within you. As long as you live in this realm it’s something you’ll never be fully released from. I tell you this to caution you; don’t allow this unhealthy longing to fool you into thinking you can control what’s beyond your realm of understanding.
Ecclesiastes 8:8 VOICE – No one can master the wind and contain it—it blows as it will. No one has power over the day of death—it comes as it will. No soldier is discharged in the heat of battle, and certainly wickedness will not release those entangled in it.